the choice is yours
I am in the middle of a process. I hate “the process.”It takes too long for my liking.
But because the process grows and shapes me and my character I can handle it.
There are some things that have happened to me in the past that I have dealt with to the point that I could at the time, but I am dealing with these things at a more intimate level.
In the past when some of these things were on the forefront of my mind I let myself be down. I would let myself be depressed. I got into very unhealthy thought patterns and picked up unhealthy habits.
As I sit here in church Pastor Chris shared a verse from Deuteronomy. The main point is “now choose life”.
In this process I can choose to get down, or I can choose life. I can recognize that this process will give hope and joy to others.
I am encouraged to pursue this process, the pain and the triumph.
So choose life. Choose joy.
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its so crazy…..throughout chemo it was so easy to trust and have joy….true joy…..
but it has been so hard to stay grounded during these last few months…..
it is ridiculous!!
he is with me…protecting me…loving me just as he was then…..
so i am the one that is not trusting……
I am choosing JOY!!!!