a delicate balance

as many of you know i got married a little over 2 weeks ago. My wedding was my dream wedding…my groom was amazing.

It was a wonderful day. i could not ever want anything different, and at the same time i will never plan a wedding again, for me or anyone else.

I returned to work just in time for the ARC conference. 4 days of busy, 16 hour days…4 days of “i think i am married, yet i have not seen my husband since we got back from NYC.” But they were amazing days. there was something powerful in seeing pastors and staff members of churches receive from God and have an impacting meeting with God.

People tell you that marriage is a big transition. it is a big change from single life to married life. and i kind of didnt believe them. you are on cloud nine. everything is perfect. Chad has been amazing. i couldnt imagine being married to anyone else…..but being married is hard. we have not had any huge life altering arguments or conflict. it is just a transition. and i dont do change well.

it is hard to balance your job, your friends, your husband, and blogging. I come home at nights now and i dont get on the computer. I have someone at home that i want to spend time with. That i want to cook for (which if you know me you would be freaked out, cause i dont cook).

This is a hard and delicate balance that i am trying to learn. Working full time in ministry, blogging, friendships, personal time and husband time….and we work opposite hours….i work days, he works nights…i have Saturday off, he works.

In all of this i just ask for your grace and prayers if lynseleanne.com goes a few days without a post. I am trying to be a newlywed and learn my husband and learn how to be a wife.

It is not as easy as i thought it would be, but it has not been as hard as people made it out to be….but it is a transition, but a really really fun one.