things that i know about me (that you probably dont):

sorry, its long, i was on a roll.
when things get hard i try to run away
when i feel overwhelmed i begin to block people out of my life but then i realize that i need them
i get really excited about things and then convince myself that it wont be that great and then [...]

bad habit

i have this bad habit….

i want to stop, but i cant seem to do it.
any suggestions?

So, this is Christmas

Thanksgiving was really good. but the best part of thanksgiving ending is that it means it is Christmas Time!
In my head i am picturing snow lightly falling and shoveling snow, ice skating and snow ball fights….sledding and hot chocolate, mittens and snow mobile riding, building snow houses and big snow men, ones that are [...]

Thanksgiving…

This week is Thanksgiving….i am not going to lie….i am really having a hard time.
I am homesick, but when i say homesick i mean family sick….but the big issue is that the family that i am “sick” for will not ever be that family again.
it is hard.
and just when i think that i am dealing [...]

distracted

i came to starbucks today to read the final chapter of Deadly Viper Character Assassins which by the way if you would like to read a quick book that will rock you pick this one up at the link above. it has challenged my character in many ways this week.
instead of just [...]

its burning a hole in my pocket

I have been thinking about my finances a lot lately….mostly about how bad I am with it. No matter what book i read or show i watch i always end up thinking about them.
I am working on being more open on here about things that i struggle with, or that i need to get [...]

i want….

I was doing some surfing this morning, because i am on the couch for the 3rd day in a row because i got my wisdom teeth out. A friend had emailed me this link to a site that had some cheesy christian stuff and i have so enjoyed the humour of some of it [...]

losing my wisdom

tomorrow i go under the knife…..i am losing my wisdom tomorrow….i mean, my wisdom teeth.
please pray for me, and my boyfriend and amazing friend Gina. Chad has to take care of me because of who he is (boyfriend) and Gina wants to….
i lied, so does Chad….he gladly said that he would love to take [...]

blogging maniacs

you all are maniacs….i just cleared this out an hour ago…

one is mine, but only 1….

Christmas is finally here!

It is November 2007. I have been “planning Christmas” for a few weeks now, but it has been so hard to get into the Christmas Spirit this early in the game.
Each Holiday season i wait patiently for the catalyst that launches me into the Christmas Spirit…and my friends, it is here….
THE STARBUCKS HOLIDAY [...]

i dont know what to listen to

i am at work and pretty much no one is here and i want to listen to music….i have some money in my itunes account and a lot all ready on my computer….
any suggestions as to what to listen to?

my new body art

As you all know on monday i decided to get a new tattoo…well here it is…for the first time online…

i am not going to lie…it hurts.
BUT I LOVE IT!
what do you think?

itching for some ink

i am itching for some new art….this is my next one….it is the bridge to a song that i so love and had been kind of an anthem to me for the last 2 years. it holds so much in me…might get it done today…if not, it will be withing the month, i am [...]

when phones do what they should….

last night was daylight savings time.  i hope that you all know that by now, if not….for the love, change your clock back.
any cell phone that i have ever had does not turn itself back with the time change.  so i, thinking that for once i am going to outsmart technology and i manually set [...]

I’m a mac girl

Today at Church of the Highlands we are hosting a John C. Maxwell conference. (and as you will have fond out the other day the “C” stands for Calvin.)
But as i got here this morning, late might i add….i walked at a really fast pace into the main auditorium and had my MacBook, which [...]