Drive thrus, email and disconnect

As i was pulling up to Starbucks yesterday morning and i saw the drive thru line wrapping the building i decided right then and there that drive thrus were from the devil……Well that verbage might be a little much. But i have decided that i dont like them. I think that they promote [...]

fight club and small groups

DISCLAIMER*****now, in writing i am completly assuming that you have seen fight club….so if you have not stop reading now or you will consider me a heartless person.*******
well this past weekend i went to a women’s retreat…which was one of the best weekends of my life. However you know the times where [...]

Fridays and betrayal

so pretty sure i am a crappy friend. and my advise to you is to never send texts in which you are gossiping….because you are thinking about the person you want to talk to and risk the fact taht you might just send it to them and not the person you wanted to tell. [...]

confused…

So lately, and by lately i mean last night i have had an identity crisis….i feel like i dont know who i am. Like i have been too long in the uber christian world…not that it is bad, but i went from High School to 247 and now church staff and i have not [...]

waking up in paridise

So last night i spent the night with someone who was housesitting for a great (rich) family. and i woke up this morning to this view….how wonderful is it? i know that i would pay alot extra for a lake view. So i got up and it was the first thing that [...]

fri your friend and that’s the end

Today in our lovely monthly Highlands Staff Meeting Pastor Chris talked a little about relationships and how being a “Christian Worker” is hard because we live in the pool as he put it and everyone around us comes to church and it is a breath of fresh air, and a great drink…but it is what [...]

Drowing in static

Hide your emotions in music.
that is what i have decided to do for so long. Have you ever felt so numb that you have wondered if you existed? I have. I feel like i have drown myself in life and being busy and have forgotten and neglected myself and my feelings. [...]

pushing through the fog

Today has been a day of discovery. There are alot of things that have been going on in my life that i have been denying. The things that i never wanted to admit were bugging me all came to a pinacle tonight. It was like i could not hide the way that [...]